
Hey everyone, hope the holidays had been restful and relaxing for you all! I have been taking a lot of time to think about all the ideas I had this past year, and what to do about them coming into year 2021.
From straight out of 2019, it had been a feat to accomplish so many crocheted projects in one year! I had thought I could keep it up for 2020, but it ended up being so chaotic in general. A lot of disruptions meant a lot of personal projects were delayed.
First off, I had been taking time to learn more about myself; since realizing that I am trans, I have been working towards my own transition. While this had been going on for most of the year, there were a lot of adjustments that needed to be made for my workplace, my relationships, and my own mental health. It has been a privilege to be able to stay at home, while I have been figuring out work and my own self-expression.
I also did end up getting my bird buddy, just before the start of the first lock-down in Ontario; definitely was worth it, having Bick during these times! He reminds me that any time spent with him is appreciated. I usually aim to give him at least 2 hours a day, so I have been getting used to having to fit more activities into my schedule.

Most of what I had mentioned has been taking the time out of my days; while I managed to complete some more personal projects, I didn’t have enough time to write posts about them. To start out with a cleared queue, I would like to mention the things that were already completed:
1. Giant worm on a string
This was a fun quick exercise, about trying to upscale a regular worm on a string toy by 10 times the size. I measured out each segment in millimeters, converted to centimeters, and drew out a pattern on a roll of paper. I tried finding a fabric that could stand on end like the original worm; I also crocheted a thin tubular frame, to anchor parts of the fabric onto.


I captured a good portion of the worm’s likeness in proportion, but the bugged out eyes are still hard to emulate at a larger scale. I tried imitating the eyes with my Halloween costume, by using two small sauce containers, lined with white felt and filled with two small pompoms.

2. Bilhah
This one was delayed, mostly because I couldn’t decide what the character should wear. I revisited my usual patterning technique, which involves designing around the 4-piece sphere design. Nowadays, I hear you can develop patterns on a program, but I am still stuck with my old habits. One day, it would be nice to make a tutorial about conceptualizing a sewing pattern.

3. Reflective carry pouch
This was the first time I have ever created a fully-functioning carry bag, complete with multiple pockets, lining, and a patch that I embroidered. I had fun setting it up, and it turned out alright!


I am hoping that this year will be one where I can balance work with my own personal projects. I have been thinking about a way to create patterns of my new projects, while creating the actual plush. There’s a lot of processes that I felt I could streamline; most of these weeks have been about starting new practices. So far, these habits are working for me; I’ll have to wait another couple months before I know for sure!
Now that I’ve freed up some space in my queue, I’m looking forward to making new projects again; anyways, I’m hoping everyone is staying safe, and thanks for reading!
